2.24.2012

when one of the endless gave me something that i've been waiting for..

you were talking to someone.. he wasn't familiar to me..
maybe a stranger i saw somewhere while wandering..
you were trying to skate a longboard..
although i didn't know you were into that kind of shit..
"shit" here is not a derogatory word..

i wasn't sure if you're wearing your "i came from the dark side.." shirt but was pretty sure it was black..

next thing i remember we were inside this room with 2 double deck beds..
you're reading comic books and a couple of books about comics..
i think they're about spiderman..
i remember this particular book.. "venom remembers it all"

anyway you went out and told us.. (i m not sure who "us" were) it was your lunch break and went out of the room..
we went out as well and the next i knew we were in a SMish kind of mall..

you were nowhere in sight..
i saw a black spiderman (the symbiote version)looking at himself in the mirror.. he was kind of small and bulky.. like a cartoon trying to live a real life... i remember his toes.. it was like the symbiote was trying to fit on every corner and curves of his body...

i was gonna go up using the escalator but only half of it is working..
and on the other half there was a surfer short laying on there..
i went up and saw you at the counter but walked away from your direction.. i admit that i was a little upset because you didn't talk to me or at least tried after "IT" happened..

and then you followed me..

it was like you're stil a functioning human being altough we both know what the real situation was..
i asked what it is you bought and you told me it s something from PR
i asked if it was PRP or people are people.. because it's weird (as if talking to you isn't weird enough) that you'd purchase something from there.. it was very out of character..
you just smiled like an idiot...

and then the conversation..

me: so is there an other side..?
you: oo dre..

me: bakit ang tagal mong magpakita..? ganun ba kabusisi yun..?
you: oo.. medyo..

me: but.. i mean.. it's God.. he's all powerful and omnipotent and all...
at pag na judge ka na.. yun na yun.. di ba..?

(i remember there was a methapor about names but i m not sure what was it.. and i know there was something else that we talked about but i can't remember what it was..)

but i remember telling you that i'll write the shirt that i was wearing on my arms so i'll know "THIS" really happened..

we walked outside..
we came to this little street and you were walking way ahead in front of me...
i was trying to follow you.. to catch up with you...
there was a tricycle that went by and i accidentally hit the eye of the driver's son with my elbow.. i apologized with a hand gesture..

you were already at this small eatery.. and i remember there wasn't much food in it.. there was 1 "lumpia".. a couple of other shit (again the "shit" here is not a derogatory word..) and tokwa't baboy..

you were trying to put your stuff inside your bass guitar case..

you looked at me...



then i woke up at the sound of my alarm clock..

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